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关于这本书的决定出来了，在这里和诸位分享一下。（之前今天发的给我屏了，说我违规，我申请解jin，被拒绝了，那我再发一次好了，用英语，抱歉，我也不想，但是被人屏了啊，）
iknowpatienceisararevirtuetohaveinthesemoderndaysformostfolks，soiwillgetstraighttothepointtheniwillsharethejourneyihadyesterday:
thedecisionis，thisstorywillgoon，iwillwriteeverydayandyouwillgettheupdateeverydayjustlikeithasbeeninthepast10months，withadailyminimumofabout3000words.
asforthatendofthemonthbenefit/minimumsupportbonusorwhateveryoumaywanttocallit，theonethatyoumustwrite4000wordsperdayminimumtobeabletoqualify，myresponseis:
fuckit.
now，forthejourneyihadyesterday.
ihadtofightmyinnerdemonsonceagainandemergedvictorious，ihavetothankeveryonewhoshowedtheirsupportyesterdayandiwillnotforgetyournamesuntiltheendoftime.
thisbookwasprettymuchdoomedafterihadthattalkwithoneoftheeditors，hesentencedthisbooktothedeathrowbytellingmethesitewilllikelyneverpromoteditagainandthatiamnogoodatall.
iwasfurious，butwasifuriousjustbecausehepassedhisjudgementontome?
theanswerisno，iamnotthatna?ve.iamfullyawarewhoisheandwhyhesaidwhathesaid.
heisanemployeeofaprofit-centredbusinessorganization，andthenatureofhisroleisnodifferenttothosesupermarketemployeeswhomanagethefreshproduceisle.bysayingthis，imeanhehastoputthegoodlookingonesupontheshelffirst，howthisproducereallytaste，heain’tgoingtogiveadamn.
andwhy?becauseyoucan’thavearefundforwebnovelsjustlikeyoucan’thavearefundforfruitsandvegetables，youcan’tgetitbackafteryoutookabiteandhatedwhatyouate.
sohimsayingiamnogood，iknowwhathemeans，hemeantiamnogoodasaprofitgenerating“vegetable(drevillittlepinkyposerighthere)”，butsayingthis，iamalsofullyawareiamnotperfect，coupleofreaderspointedoutspotsandgavesomeveryvaluableadvices，forthat，iamgrateful.
iamnotgoingtodoubtmyselfjustbecausesomeyoungfellasaidiamnogoodwherehissolepurposeistoselectgoodlooking“vegetable”tobeputontheshelf---plusyouaretalkingaboutasitewhereitssci-fisectionisfilledwithmarveldoujin，yeah，yougettheidea.l
sowhydidihaveanoutburst，simple，iwanttomakealivingbyjustwritingstories，iwantthiswritingthingafulltimegig，notjustsomehobby，becauseiloveit，ifuckinglovedoingit，icanwritewholedaylongandnotfeelingburntout---unlikemostwritersonthissitewhostartcryinglikeapussyafterwriting2000wordsbecausetothemwritingstoryisatortureworsethenuniversityessay.
so，aneditordeclaresmyworknogoodmeansmydreamwillhavetobepostponedafewyears，again.
andhowmany“fewyears”canyougetinyourlife?
soihadanoutburst.
thatoutburstisalsoduetothefactiwanttogopro，andthatword“pro”isaheavyterm.
whendoessomeoddjobbecomeaprofession?itbecomesaprofessionwhenitbecomesrecognizedbythesociety，itbecomesaprofessionwhenitisimbued/infusedwiththestandardsthesocietythinkitshouldhave.
however，youlookatthewebnovelindustryinthelastfewyears，mostbecomefurtherawayfrombecomingaprofessional.
wearebecomingsomethingworsethanthoseafricanhyenas，feastonthedeadcarcassoffallgiants，nevercreatinganythingnewandinteresting.
writersareconsumedbygreed，writingisnolongeraprofessionthatrelyonyourknowledge，thewisdomyouaccumulatedthroughtheages，orlonghoursofstudy.
writersarebecomingpeoplenodifferentthantheworkerswhoworkonafreakingiphoneproductionline，mindlessdrones，nothingmore.
wearenolongertouchthemindsandsoulsofourreaderswithourwords，wearesimplytryingtostiruptheirhormoneanddopamineforfucksake.
imeannodisrespecttotheworkers，butisimplethinkwritersshouldnotbeworkinglikethat.
ourworkisbecomingmoreandmorecheap，sometimescheaperthanthesugarinacupoffreakingmilkteaorthepleasureyougetfromafuckingjerkoff.
4000wordseverydaymyass。。。。。。。。。
ifeltthephantomwhenyourdreamprofessionisshiftingawayfromtherightthings.
iwitnessedthebirthofchinesewebnovel，seenitsmostgloriousdaysandalsoseenitsdownfalltowardsnothingbutaprofitmachine.
thesearemydemonsandihadtofacethemagainyesterday，butthankstoyouguys，iwasvictoriousonceagain.
somemightstartcallingmehypocritealreadysinceiamprettymustwritingdoujinaswell.
that’strue，butthenagain，iamusingthisoneasawarmupforthenextbook，somethingfullyoriginalwithafullyconstructedworld，awesomebackgroundandarichstory.
butiamnotcuttingthisbookloose，everybookismycreation，mychildandnoparentintheirrightmindcouldeasilythrowawaytheirchild.
that’saboutitreally，theconflictbetweenmyidealsandtheuglyrealityhadbeentormentingme，givingmephantompain，thisisthefateofallartworkersinasense.
iamlucky，idon’thavetorelyonwritingforaliving，soidon’thavetobowdowntothegreedybastardswhothinktheyrunthefuckinguniverse.
so，amidfingertothoseassholesandadeepbowdowntoyou---myreaders.
staywithme，iwillgetthere，iwillshowyouabeautifulword，anexcitingstorythebestican.
iwillseeyoutomorrow
